batam trip

rendam pictures

very bored now...

so i decided to post some random pics... lol

lolx!!! Cheers!!!! A level is over!!!!!

hahax.. that should be the end of my emo years.. hahax...

lolx... have been taking photo with my sis...

show ya!!!!

7th november...

i have to celebrate this very special alone.. i bought my own birthday cake, cut me own birthday cake and sang my own song. how sad can life get.

happy birthday to me,

happy birthday to me,

happy birthday to shihua,

happy birthday to me~!

it seems as if everything has disappeared.

ask yourself. where is the love.

i dun feel it at all. we are falling apart.

you and me.

we dun walk with each other anymore. we walk in front of each other.

to me, you have changed. to you, i have changes.

i hate this. please do something.

i cannot understand u. where did ur brains come from. u are giving me tonnes of stress.

sometimes, i hoped i have never met u.

cuz, i will not feel that bad.

other people's results dun matter as much as yours.

i can never understand when i see ur grades getting better and mine isn't. and yet i dun see you doing anything to help.

me and my craps

Hmmm.. my wonderful childhood memories with my cousin. i wonder why we dun talk to each other anymore..

i have been very tired since last week. how i hope i was in bed all day.. lolx..

me

mid years is really over, but hell just started. imagine seeing straight "U"s on ur report card.. STRAIGHT "U"S!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the worst exams i ever had.. now i am cramped with tuitions. gp on tuesday, maths on friday and physics on saturday.. piles of hw waiting for me to complete.. whats more, my dad banned me from using the com and phone from now till "A" levels.. well.. i know "thats all for my own good". but i definitely hate it.. hmmm. i almost teared during gp lesson.. sian... aiya.. the most important thing is i cannot call him anymore!!! T_T

EEeee...
suddenly feel that all those frogs look disgusting.. put my pics should be nicer right? haha.. so now i going to put my pics on top... guys... dun drool... woahahaha...

lolx.. it has been a long time since i posted (duh.. i always say that..). hahaha. mid years are over but the worse has yet to come.. lolx.. the results... base from my past examination references, i can already predict my results.. u for everything.. haha.. thats why i am desperately looking for tuition now, although it seems a bit late to do so.. but.. hack.. at leaast a will do some woprk at the tuition centre other then slacking around at home.. haha..

some of us went yann ming's house on youth day. seriously, i was traumatized that day.. they watched horror movies.. sian... i keep seeing faces everwhere near me now... sssccccaaarreeeddd..

lolx.. i have been spending my night using the com.. mostly to help my sis with her blog skin.. i only created the main pic though.. lolc.. its my first attempt, so i think its very nice.. haha.. show u guys..

froggies

i just gave away the little froggies ytd.. sobs. really miss them.. hope guohao is going to take good care of them.. Froggies!! i will visit u next time!!!

hols!!

Wohoho!!! today is the last day of school for pjc. yeah manx!! time to catch up with my school work! hahax.

okok.. i shall update.. hahax..
holidays are coming. lolx. which means there will be a lot of holiday hw. haha. i dunno whether i will do a not. lazy me. Well, today, the co seniors had their last gathering with the j1s. will miss them de. Especially those funny funny bunch of "east life". well. its not like i have never left any juniors before. rvco cellobass.. haix.. memories. miss my cab members. meichen, fungy, sook sook. still got soo huey lahx, but i get to see her everyday. when is rv cab going to meet up again? i want see them!!!!
last thursday was syf. lolx. we were the worst. bronze. but nevertheless, it was a wonderful experience. yup. pjco cellobass did grew much closer together. even if we did not do up to expectations, i am definitely proud of my beloved pjcellobass. they did their best. i know it. all of them actually started from scratch. its already a great achievement that they can play the set piece. yannming, elisabeth, gladys, jovan, leornard, mervin.. we rock man guys!!! oh and soohuey, my beloved buddy. thanks for being with me all this while. btw, what happened to ur blog?
well thats all i can write for today. loads and piles of homework waiting for me to complete. haha.

lolx. it seems as if all my entries are rather moody.. lolx. dun really reflect my character sia.. haha.. i', a happy go lucky person mahx. rite, jw? lolx.

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education is the root of all problems. fiona came across this article, saying that television introduced crime into a country. i think otherwise. it wasn't the tv that causes problem. Who came out with tv in the first place? homo sapiens. what causes people to think of a concept for tv? knowledge. what gives us knowledge? education. yeah. education sucks. i hate it. to the core. i hope i still lived in the adam and eve era(that is before they ate the apple). having no worries at all. education gave housewives a reason to compare their children. education gave parents a reason to scold their child stupid. education gave people no time to do the things they love. or perhaps spend more time with the people they love. i am not criticizing the education system. i am just angry at the fact that we people have to use mostly our brains for survival, leaving those academically not inclined people to suffer. obiously, i am just talking about myself.



i need to cool down.

hey.. i am back again. ha.. just want to announce that i seriously failed my common test. 3 U. right.. there should be nothing i am proud about. however.. haix... i dunno what to say really.. i really studied. dun believe? ask jianwei. perhaps i studied to late or whatsoever.. sth called last minute hugg buddha's leg.. bahx... pui! regret. give me more moral support. i want to study! really study!!!

paranoia
noun
a psychological disorder characterized by delusions of persecution or grandeur

-WordNet® 2.1, © 2005 Princeton University

o ya. btw, congrats jian wei for winning the dota competition!!! =P

its a bloody sickening day. TELL ME!! why do i always have to fall sick on a wonderful holiday? And it has to be the holidays before common test too? i seriously cannot read anything. throbbing headache. cannot digest a single information. $%#*%^$%*#^S@. chers, dun blame me if i fail this common test badly. blame it on my bad luck.

ok/ so i have not blogged for a very long time. aiya. its because i got no time what. and i am restricted to using the com only ard 2 hrs per week, and i can't use it during the week days(except for hw), so usually i will go and play games instead of blog la.. so sorry people. But now i blog le k? hahax. dunno why, i also feel reliefed after i blog. hahax. perhaps because i no need to let u guys wait le nahx. haha. tata.

woohoo!!! chinese new year is coming. isn't it exciting?

pigs are just cute, aren't day?
hahax happy piggy year to everyone out there!!!!

love pigs...

dabian jian wei

basketball

this morning was a very very boring day. ahaha. all the stupid lessons. especially gp lo.. haha. tell me to go prepare world war 1's stuff, in the end i no need to present. haix. so much info some more. lolx.

after cca today, some ppl went to play bball. soohuey cassie and cheng han nvr play. they went to eat dinner instead. too bad. haha. it was a rather fun game. very noisy too, with kaiyu's super high pitch laughter. ahaha. teamed up with anthon and yann against kaiyu jimmy jianjun and jianwei. =( sobs. why have to be your opposing team?

anyway. i really suck at bball la. dunno how to do "lay-up" or whatever u call that. jianwei tried to teach me. but i don't see any results at all. *cry* sorry wei... my aiming was totally not accurate. almost hit my own face with the ball.

all right. shall stop here. it has been a long day today.

my mom

she can be nice
she can be evil

I just hate her now.

Boo Shi Hua -- [noun]: An angel 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

haha. how true how true.

Tan Jian Wei -- [noun]: An immortal 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

hahahahax. like real. bleahx.

Boo Jia Yan -- [noun]: A person who enjoys the smell of rotten eggs 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

oh manx... jiayan, i didn't know u love rotten eggs. shall buy u a lot on ur birthday. muacks. love u in bits and pieces. hahax.

Tan Yann Ming -- [adjective]: Smelling like turnips at all times 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

turnips? no link thankew.

friends

You have been my friend. That in itself is a tremendous thing. I wove my webs for you because I liked you. After all, what's a life, anyway? We're born, we live a little while, we die. A spider's life can't help being something of a mess, with all this trapping and eating flies. By helping you, perhaps I was trying to lift up my life a trifle. Heaven knows anyone's life can stand a little of that.

-Charlotte, "Charlotte's Web"

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

-Henri Nouwen

Writing is a solitary occupation. Family, friends, and society are the natural enemies of the writer. He must be alone, uninterrupted, and slightly savage if he is to sustain and complete an undertaking.

-Jessamyn West

The verb "to love" in Persian is "to have a friend." "I love you" translated literally is "I have you as a friend," and "I don't like you" simply means "I don't have you as a friend."

-Shusha Guppy

This is my beloved and this is my friend.

-Song of Soloman

It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.

-William Blake

It seems to me that trying to live without friends is like milking a bear to get cream for your morning coffee. It is a whole lot of trouble, and then not worth much after you get it.

-Zora Neal Hurston

Am I not destroying my enemies when I make friends of them?

-Abraham Lincoln

What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies.

-Aristotle

this is jimmy! haha. stupid face.

soohuey! woah. look so pro.


lolx. its already the 3rd week. i really couldn't believe it. haha. its like all my homework is catching up on me... i am a little teeny weeny bit exhausted. i haven;t been completing all my art homework. all the thinking processes are so tedious i really took 2 whole weeks to just think of one coursework idea for a levels. sadly to say. while others are playing(maybe not much), i am already starting on my a level paper. art.

sigh! forget it! last week, we had the cca orientation. didn't took any picture on the banner, but i think that its quite nice. haha.

lots

Well. this is the first time of the year that i am writing a blog entry. haha. all thanks to the pestering of jian wei and soo huey.
Ok. i shall continue by telling everyone my grandma stories. ya.. its a brand new year as everyone knows. But it really felt like an entire year to me. Lots of things happened. LOTS. Firstly, i was transfered to another class. 06S11. ok. its soo huey's class alright, but i still felt kinda " not in the class". Obviously, anyone(except the wierd ones) will feel very attached to their class after one year rite. Yup! so thats why i met up with cherie yixian and jess to appeal back to our very own classes. Phew. its was a very long fight. we appealed since the last week of year 2006 and only got to appealed back to our class only on this monday. 8th january 2007. more than one long week of obstacles. haha. but the main point is, I GOT BACK!!! lolx. i love o6s21!! the beat class i ever had. ok la. o6s11 as a nice class too, but not as good. hhehehe. *evil grinx* hope soo huey dun read this.
kk. on with another grandmother story of mine. today was the chinese orchestra j1 "selection" day. hahax. phrased very nicely right? its actually a desperate reqruitment of new members. haha. we gladly grabbed any j1s into the orchestra even if they dun have any music background. thats because the current co has less then 30 people in the group!!! how to go SYF with such pathetic amount of people. haha. kk. according to soo huey, we have exactly 60 members in our group now, if none of them quit halfway, that is.
tommorrow would be a long day. because i transfered back to s21, i had to sacrifice my time lehx. because of art tutorial, my lesson would be ending at 6.30pm. much later then anyone. I am already so so so so tired now. tell me what should i do? Chicken essence is useless. especially when i can't afford any next time once my pa lose his job. sian. his company is going to close down end of feb. tell me, how is my family going to survive without any income? hmmm.. though my father is already typing his resume to try and get a job, his pay would definitely be less then half of his current pay. sigh. i have to try and save more money now.
kk. i don't think i am going to write any longer, since its already 10 plus and i haven't even touched my work. i am going to fall asleep soon even before i touch any of them if i continue blogging. haha.
lastly, i wanna thank the person who stayed by my side for the past rew months. love ya!