i know its not the latest news already but i still want to say.

THERE ARE 2 NEW MEMBERS IN MY FAMILY!!!! heehehehe. they are like so cute cans. i have been calling them winter and melon this few days but my sis and mom want to change their names. hmmm.



ytd, we had research seminar. Some ppl had to do public speaking at marina bay. phew. my turn is next week, so i get to see how others present first. it was sakin's turn to present ytd. she was nervous, and so was I. omg. i am scared. My public speaking is like next week and i am scared. hows hows. ouch. help me. ahh... should i do up my hair? at least style it a bit? i dunno... ouch again. ahhh!!!

i went to get myself a blazer for public speaking at jp today. waaa. i too chong dong already. i bought myself a not so bad looking blazer at wanko for 32 bucks. but after tt, i realise tt there was actually G2000 at jurong point. i went in and i super love one of the blazers!! the cutting is superb!!! though its 49 bucks, but i think tt its really worth the money! sian la. i regretted buying from wanko. but sigh. too bad.







LOL. be-spectacled.

my exhibition booth for basic 3d is almost complete!!! i cant believe it!!!!

this one is the actual picture.


and this one is the one i did on google sketch up!

i really want to double feature this mad man and his amazing songs...
u'll know what i mean. :D

i guess everyone will just skip thru this post. but who cares!!!
i am going cheena again. cuz i miss my CO days.. i wanna touch my cello with CAB again...

well, the following are the songs we used to play during sec school days. miss them so much...


i really wanna laugh at the old old style of clothing. and it sounds a bit out of tune to me here. but who cares. i just want to hear the sing again.




the following song is matsuri! <<3



omg. i was browsing thru youtube and i saw my sec sch conductor conducting marsiling CO!!!! i know how to play the percussion part for this song!!!! oh. how i miss the matsuri pjc played.



presenting cello rock version!!! but this guy keep showing his armpit hair.. ahahha. i cant help staring at that. and hor. my instructor confirm scold him for holding his arm too high. not relaxed enough. ahh. i miss playing canon with my friends.


cello flight of the bumblebee!!!

my mom is losing her temper again. because her leg pain. -.- it is like an everyday business already. but i just hate that feeling of having to reach home listening to her saying she want to die. why can't she just learn to live with it. sigh sigh sigh.

yeah. i went far east today. alone. and bought the 2 specs.i was wondering whether should i actually really go buy it. but in the end i still bought them. well. i think my taste sucks like mad. i was so anxious when i was buying the specs okayys. its like u are alone, and the shopkeeper keep looking at you. do u know how wierd it is? then u are like worrying whether will the specs suit ur grp members, and whether will they even like the specs u choose. why did my grp even come out with the idea of wearing black specs tgt? and why did i even volunteered to buy them. oh wait. did i even volunteer. well. anyways, i spent 30 bucks on those 2 specs just like that. money flows out of my pocket so easily. and i went to school and found out tt jiehan actually made new specs for himself, so he no need to try. then nurmalah and sam nvr come school. so i end up entertaining myself with the specs. sigh. sigh. sigh. the 2 specs makes me look like dexter according to evelyn. sigh x100.

well, i thought i look more like robin in batman and robin.

and i didn't manage to get my blazer today. cuz i went shopping alone and i didn't have any advice on which one to get and i know my taste is awful. so. i didn't dare buy blazers. hmmm. but i want one! i dun mind investing in one nice one, so i can wear it out for certain occasions.

so sian so sian.. later i have to go shopping alone.. non of my closer friends got time to spare for me... sobs.. just like how i got no time to spare for them like that... T_T

public speaking oh public speaking. jiayou to those who are presenting today. i guess this morning's session is already over. haaa. i wonder how they did. hmm. and so i have to get myself a blazer and black spects for my public speaking. haaa. so formal. so sad no one got time to go shopping with me. how sad, shopping alone at far east, choosing your own top. thats the saddest thing i ever heard. sigh. i didn't see anything to my liking on sat, when sam and i went squeezing in the crowd. kinda irritating. i mean the crowd. sigh.

sigh sigh sigh.

and i didn't do much hw over the weekends.
what should i be doing for residential? sketches? done last week. research? done last week. developments? done last week. what else should i be doing? i keep feeling i missed out sth. but what. and the previous project. i have not editted it yet. when is sakinah and sam going to do their stufF? i wanna do tgt. more fun.
then, i wanna give up on POP. i cant think of any idea to keep my pop stable. how. internet has nothing. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. and i am running out of ideas for my stuff.
basic 3d. hmmm. i dunno what is going on.
3d max. i have not gotten the keygen yet. so i don't dare touch.
research seminar. u all know wat is going on already. the stuff i need to buy.
design and culture? nothing much also, i have already assigned my group members work.

further updates on my class. they are all in cliques. hmmm. i mix with a small bunch of people. and i go to school now with 2 of them, or should i say 1 of them. hahaha. samuel always late ehma. hahahahaaha. must give him morning call all the time now. haa. he same pattern as meiqi one. always oversleep.

too much things said.

u will never know who u are. cuz i intend to just keep everything to myself, and maybe within my closest friends.

sometimes i wish...

i was a bit shorter.
i was a bit better looking.
i had a bit more fashion sense.
i had more money.
i was better at talking.
i was more creative.
i was a joker.
i had the knowledge.
i had more friends.
i had a twin sister.
i had an elder brother.
i had a boyfriend.
i had continued learning the cello.
i had continued learning the violin.
i had put in more effort in my A levels.
i had more guts.
i had a better sense of humour.
i had long hair.
i hadn't cut my hair short.
i had a pimple free face.
i didn't have frizzy hair.
i didn't have ezymes.
i had more determination.
i had more money.
i didn't have to worry.
i was born with a silver spoon.
i wasn't that naive.
i had the courage to talk to u.
i could see u everyday.
u would know that i exist.
u would know that i think u rock.
u would know that ur smiles chase away all my unhappiness.
u knew.

u know what? i just cant control my smiles whenever i see u...

loser. i lost to my life. i cant find a real friend amongst all the people beside me. and all my friends, i can't find enough time for them.

damn the workload.


but i am still looking forward to school, because..... :)

*Ahem* *Ahem* let me clear my throat
So you can hear clearly every word spoke
Today I woke feeling lovely
Happiness overflowin' knowin' somebody loves me
Just think yesterday I was down and out
Now there's not a single thing for me to frown about
And the same thing can happen to you
Smiling so hard my mouth look like a capital "U"

XD

check this out:
http://freshome.com/2008/10/03/apartment-interior-design-before-and-after-pictures-by-uberdesignhouse/

i got a burnt mark from bk.