damn. how to get rid of that emptiness in me.

an interesting talk on organice forms and product design.


this teaches you how to listen.

做人真的不可以太执着。

school started. and things didn't really turn out the way i wanted it to be. there seems to be no one for me to talk to in school now other then nurmalah and evelyn. i might appear talkative, but the only person i talk to are only lala and eve. projects are always in threes and i don't really see any interaction with the class actually, other then the few of us. we just avoided each other's eye contact i suppose. i didn't dare open my mouth to speak to them. i appeared cheerful but i was actually frightened. i could just keep smiling and smiling. i was very excited on the first day. but the excitement seemed to have died today. perhaps the energy in me has already run out. or perhaps, i felt a bit lonely. there is no more machi and jaa. no more. and machi seemed to be offline every night.

perhaps i am just asking too much. its still the first week anyways.

school is starting next week, so i guess i would want to update on my life during the hols. haaa. In case i totally forget about what happened to me during this hols. i wouldn't want to forget anything worth remembering.

so during the hols, i found a job as a kitchen crew in burger king.

it is a fun working environment where everyone is friendly. honestly. its so much more better then the jobs i had previously. the managers might be strict, but they are fun. ^^

the pay is not that high though.













或許吧。或許，我永遠都不要遇見他。












i tried for scholarship during the hols as well. but i just got a merit award. a full subsidy of the school fees of only 2000 bucks. kinda disappointed in someway. i guess i failed the audition.


我堅持的，都值得堅持嗎。
我所相信的，就是真的嗎。








i hadn't the chance to go kboxing or movie. now that school is starting, i desperately want to go.





屬於風的 那就去飛翔吧。
屬於海洋的 那就洶湧的。
屬於 我們的愛 該來的就來吧。







i miss all my friends.
pjc art classmates,
06s21
ID1C
and the bunch of ppl from 4g.














如果这不是爱，那有过的……………………………………………………是什么。
















jaa machi and me are separated into different classes. browsing through the timetable, it seems as if it is so hard for the 3 of us to meet. i'll miss them.

luckily we still have the same arts scene class.















fish leong's song are all so beautiful.
listen to it quietly. Not as in turn down the volume, but listen to the songs when u are in a quiet place. it is so beautiful.

情歌

愛情是肉體，情歌是靈魂，
最初，靈魂寄生在肉體裡；
最後，靈魂找到了自己......　　　　　－－陳沒


詞：陳沒
曲：伍冠諺
編曲：陳建騏

時光是琥珀 淚一滴滴被反鎖
情書再不朽 也磨成沙漏
青春的上游 白雲飛走蒼狗與海鷗
閃過的念頭 潺潺的溜走

命運好幽默 讓愛的人都沉默
一整個宇宙 換一顆紅豆
回憶如困獸 寂寞太久而漸漸溫柔
放開了拳頭 反而更自由

慢動作 繾綣膠捲 重播默片 定格一瞬間
我們在 告別的演唱會 說好不再見

你寫給我 我的第一首歌
你和我 十指緊扣 默寫前奏
可是那然後呢

還好我有 我這一首情歌
輕輕的 輕輕哼著 哭著笑著
我的 天長地久

長鏡頭 越拉越遠 越來越遠 事隔好幾年
我們在 懷念的演唱會 禮貌的吻別

陪我唱歌 清唱你的情歌
捨不得 短短副歌 心還熱著
也該告一段落

還好我有 我下一首情歌
生命宛如 靜靜的 相擁的河
永遠 天長地久



別再為他流淚

詞：黃婷
曲：易桀齊
編曲：吳慶隆

你走了太久一定很累　他錯了不該你來面對
離開他就好就算了心情很乾脆

他其實沒有那麼絕對　遠一點你就看出真偽
離開他不等於你的世界會崩潰
轉個彎你還能飛

就別再為他流淚　別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔　也不要太狼狽
他不值得你的淚　把那遺憾丟在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追　以後為自己醉
(Ending: 以後管他是誰)

每段感情都非常珍貴　他的好你就放在心扉
記得有個人曾讓你那樣的心碎

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑　什麼夢都不比你的美
多少年以後想起他還有些體會　那時你已無所謂



愛情之所以為愛情

作詞：黃婷　
作曲：周谷淳

買CD　把你的聲音丟在角落
看電影　到結局總是配角的錯
你要的故事　讓你去說
我要的生活　我好好過

寫日記　寫不出是誰的感受
夜空裡　每個人佔有一個星座
你到底懂不懂　我只要一點溫熱的觸碰
你到底懂不懂　有些話　並不是 一定要說

你總說愛情之所以為愛情　是用來揮霍
你總是漫不在乎　當我看著自己的稀薄
你編織的感覺難以捉摸
你比我的夢境還困惑

我看見愛情之所以為愛情　誰都在揮霍
我想的天長地久　也許只是時間的荒謬
我沈迷的感動與你不同
我的瞭解讓我自由

一場雨　有時候下得不是時候
就像你　說難過不是真的難過
你到底懂不懂　我只要一個安穩的等候
你到底懂不懂　想你想得好像　空氣都停了



of course, a lin's songs are not bad too. but hers would be best for ktv. ^^

i am currently talking to yixian on the phone.

i wanted to blog, but i am terribly poor at multi-tasking, so. later then i blog.

钱，真的是一切祸根的来源。它能让一个很冷静的人疯狂，也能让一个天真快乐的人抓狂。
我不会说我讨厌钱。可是钱啊，你真的让我又恨又爱。
毕竟，有钱在口袋里的时候，我会很快乐。但没钱的时候，我会很无奈。
家庭有钱的时候，不愁吃，不愁穿。但没钱的时候，战争就会降临。

一大清早，就到了阿公家，然后下午再去打工。原以为今天过得很充实，所以很开心。
可是一回到家，就觉得家里有那么一点的不对劲。

妈妈很安静的坐在沙发上。

问她什么事，就说是爸爸在怀疑她。
妈妈一向来比较敏感，我就以为只是夫妻俩小吵架了几句。所以我安慰了几句，希望能安抚一下妈妈的心情。
爸爸就在这个时候走了出来，只想上一下厕所而已。但是，脸就是有那么一点的臭。
我看到了之后就安静下来，不敢激怒到爸爸。
可是妈妈却说留了口。

“你看你爸的脸，这样臭。”

战争就这样爆发了。
他们吵架的理由 - 钱。

其实他们两个，都在担心家里的经济状况。
所以他们吵架的时候，我真的不知道该安慰谁，该帮谁。
而且，我真的很怕得罪到任何一方。

妈妈就一直哭一直哭。她很伤心，因为她以为爸爸误会了她。
爸爸就一直在骂一直在骂。其实，也不是在骂，只是语气比较大声。因为他一直坚持自己的想法。
他是真的没错啦。可是…………
我真的很想叫爸爸不要再多说，因为我觉得双方的情绪都很激动，都需要冷静下来思考。
可是，我不敢。
爸爸最近的压力很大。因为户口的钱，一直在减少。他现在的薪水根本就没有办法支撑我们现在的生活起居。
怎么办。我很担心爸爸。毕竟，他的年纪，已经越来越老了。我怕他的精神负荷不了这么多。
爸爸一直说他不要动用到我们的红包钱，所以现在一直拼命的在找工作。可是爸，我们的钱就是你的钱。真的有必要的话就拿来用。不用分得那么清楚。

爸爸就一直把这个家的责任扛在自己肩上，不要我们担心太多。
可是怎么办，我就是很担心。

























也许你们读了会一头雾水，但我也不管那么多了。
我只想发泄一下自己的情绪。










































我讨厌回到家，就看到他们吵架。


















爸爸妈妈。我真的很害怕看到你们吵架。





















我知道，现在这个时候，爸爸、妈妈、和我，没有一个是睡得着觉的。

my exact sentiments... ahahahaha...

su ge~!!!!
look at them dance!!!!!

the person who stole my work just apologised to me. i feel so glad. haaa. and we talked quite a bit. ^^

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someone sent me a quiz via e-mail. try it. answer all these qns.

1.Which is your favorite color out of: red, black, blue, green, or yellow?

2. Your first initial?

3. Your month of birth?

4. Which color do you like more, black or white?

5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours

6. Your favorite number?

7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?

8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?

and the following are the answers.

1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.

2. If you're initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

5. This person is your best friend.

6. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.

7. If you chose:
Flying: You like adventure.
Driving: You are a laid back person.

8.. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.


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so what did u get?
my answers were:

Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.

A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.

Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

MAYCHEE - This person is your best friend.

7 - This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.

Flying: You like adventure.

Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.

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so sad. my love life will not be great.

歌名：情和義,值千金 詞/曲/ 演唱：MC.Hard Chord(謝和弦)

在這個繁華的夜生活 大台北都市裡 多少個男孩女孩 玩著虛偽的愛情遊戲
我看過太多的失敗愛情 包括自己 也曾經 親身經歷
複雜的三角關係 劈腿很平常容易 瞎哥瞎妹 一排排的 站出去
誰是誰的表哥表弟 不用太在意 因為 表姊表妹 早就 手牽手 心連心 抱在ㄧ起
傷透傷痛傷心 散了刪了簡訊 聽著陳奕迅 在夜裡偷偷哭泣 真的很遜
你不是魯賓遜 卻抱著浮木上演飄流記 心不知飄向了哪裡
你為他犧牲付出 為他受盡委屈 可是他懷裡正在抱的 不是你
你問我為什麼呢 問候你令堂好了 問世間情為何物 直教人生死相許

最愛你的人是我 你怎麼捨得我難過
在我最需要你的時候 你卻沒有說ㄧ句話就走（x2)

男孩在男歡女愛的過程 放下了喜歡 女孩在男歡女愛的過程 放下了真愛
不管在什麼年代 不論在什麼時代 出了社會 你就非得認識 虛情假愛
我不看 不問 不計較 不明不懂 男生和女生 在愛情的世界變得 白痴愚蠢智障低能
你學到了什麼 你看透了什麼 這才是重點 紅筆快點拿出來圈著
教訓要好好記得 就像倒吃甘蔗 當作過來人的心得
我的 拳腳了得 你再不清醒 我就要出手巴你了
大家都說明天會更好 下ㄧ個會更好
但是自己也要過的更好 那才是真的好
好不好 我們都要過的很好 好不好 我可以為你禱告

最愛你的人是我 你怎麼捨得我難過
在我最需要你的時候 你卻沒有說ㄧ句話就走（x2)

（情和義 值千金..................）

一個似乎命中就要跟音樂連結上的年輕小伙子，他的名字就叫謝和弦，這是他的本名，是愛音樂的爺爺幫他取的，他跟爺爺一樣愛玩吉他 ，為了吉他，他成為老師眼中的壞小孩，為了吉他，他瞞著家人從老家南投埔里跑到台北一圓夢想，音樂之路讓他走得跌跌撞撞但是他堅 持他的吉他夢，不辜負爺爺為他取的名，曾經迷失、曾經失落，但是他終於可以站在台上唱歌給大家聽，本週心靈不打烊我們帶您認識這 位看似叛逆卻又堅持夢想...

thoughts on my mind