happy birthday to this people

bixia-18th may
clement-25th may
yannming-28th may
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hello.. actually i type this cuz i very sian now. and i am just trying to keep my entry updated which i don't think i did.. many things did happened lahx.. but i too lazy to type out..
hehe..

i hate yesterday.. its the worse day ever.. my sister quarreled with my father, then pushed all the blame on me!! i was really innocent lahx.. sitting opposite them quietly when they were shouting their lungs out at each other... its in a coffe shop also lahx! whe can my sister ever control her irritating hot temper?!?!?! then what.. at night she used the computer and drew on my photo.. when she printed it out and forced me to bring it to school to let my friends see(which obviously i wouln't allow), i tore it apart.. then she cormered me and hit me right in the stomache! Ouch! its painful!!

its currently 12.20pm and i am in the school library.. terribly depressed over all my test results.. i failed practically everything.. perhaps not everything. but every subject was way below my my expectations.. my expectation isn't say very high.. just make sure i am not the bottom few of the class and i will be terribly hapy.. lif sucks.. why do such things always have to happen to me.. i am lazy.. right.. lazy.. the most crucial word that affects each and everyone's studies.. u give me a knife and i will gladly slaughter myself into pieces right in front of your eyes. f.. all my subjects are like so terribly screwed up!! maths i got 9 out of 15. what else.. physics quiz i am the lowest in class.. like a bloody 6 out of 15.. still got wht else.. chinese compo.. 38 out of 60!!! hey. chinese as practically my best subject and i got such damned results!?!? what am i coming to lahx! then there's econs.. 3 out of 10.. wtf.. sorry to let u guys listen to all my complaints.. its just that i need a pace to vent out my anger and i think this is the best place for me.. in school, i always give a cheerful face. the face that everyone likes. but in reality, i guess thats not so.. i cry, i shout, i do anything that i can do that will be able to release my stress.. i am kinda sick and tired of this life... maybe i shall jump back to my own self.. the real self that will always lock myself up in y own room.. doing whatever things i feel like doing.. cursing.. maybe i can use my voodoo doll.. to do some black magick.. i am not going to laugh and smile as much as i usually do.. i shall remain solemn.. like now.. staring at the screen, expressionless...

sorry. the results really affected me a lot...

today is my day for crapping..
suddenly have the urge to describe my class.. to list down one by one the kind of person each and everyone of them are.. here goes.. the people pf o6s21 of pjc:
shihua-sweet, cheerful, cute, silly and very lazy.. haven't do a lot of homework, then down here posting blog.. lol.
celine-her and her penguin.. she's cute and responsible.. BUT!! super VIOLENT!! she will suddenly bang into you and laugh.. and i guess thats here way of saying hello to everyone.. typical type of girl..
jasmine-horny, horny, AND EVEN MORE HORNY!!!! i am totally speechless.. kd.
wenqi-initially thought she was an ah lian.. but NO!! shes super duper extraordinarily sweet!! but a little too crazy over her jay..
shanshan-sly. evil, cunning, naughty.. cannot make her luff.. her face will turn as red as babboon's buttocks, then very difficult to turn normal.. trust me.
bixia-*meditate* she's pure clever... zen... i cannot beat her...
maiosia-a great female joker.. good at imitating, good at acting, good at debating, good at running, good at evreything.. i really "five body throw floor" arhxx..
kaiyu-haix.. everything is perfect. except for her super high pitch laughter.. its really... *shivers*
xinyi-hmmm. never talk to her much yet.. i just look forward to her sweets.. hehe..
i guess thats all for today.. these are the girls of my kls.. the better half of the human species.. hahax.. as for the lesser half of the species.. nex tym..

dear ah pok.. this is an entry specially dedicated to you.. its not because u pestered me to but because i think its really important to dedicate sth to you.. haha.. rubbish.. its because you pestered me to lahx. grrr... lalalalala INTRUDER ALERT! ENTRY WILL BE DELETED IN 5 SECONDS TIME! 5!4!3!2!1!.. <-- Me type one...
oops, virus attack detected, hence the entry is not deleted!!! YEAH!!! =)

ok.. back to the main topic le lahx.. having known u for 5++ years.. its really just u who stayed by my side all the time.. we had countless arguments(over guys), and whatsoever.. but really, none of my other friendships sustained as long as the friendship between u n me.. haha.. i am getting all mushy..

i forgot what i wanted to type.. sianx.. as the days pass, i feel more and more tired.. i have to sleep at erd 12 everynight.. ok. maybe to a lot of people, its considered early.. but i am a pig! a heavy sleeper! argh!! what to do? hmmm.. give me energy!!