machi arhx... i delete a lot le... can? *sobs sobs*
Friday, October 31, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
寂寞边界
为什么我周围的天空总是看不到星星。
那乌漆抹黑的天空总是让我感到很寂寞。
望出窗外，就是希望能看到一点点的光芒。
但就是什么也没有。
天空的另一边也会有像我这样的人么？
孤零零的望着天空，希望也有其它人在看着同样的东西。
会吗？会吗？
寂寞的心情为什么总是难以去除。
为什么。
每天的凌晨，家里一点动静也没有，只有我一个人坐在客厅，静静的做着自己的功课。
多希望自己也能早睡。
那乌漆抹黑的天空总是让我感到很寂寞。
望出窗外，就是希望能看到一点点的光芒。
但就是什么也没有。
天空的另一边也会有像我这样的人么？
孤零零的望着天空，希望也有其它人在看着同样的东西。
会吗？会吗？
寂寞的心情为什么总是难以去除。
为什么。
每天的凌晨，家里一点动静也没有，只有我一个人坐在客厅，静静的做着自己的功课。
多希望自己也能早睡。
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
加油施桦
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今天的心情有点儿低落。
上课时，我似乎是说了不该说的话，有那么一丝丝的再责怪自己。
从那一刻开始，情绪就有点儿差。
后来，就一直是试着关闭自己。
尽量的就是不要跟任何人说话。
有时候，我总觉得在这个世界上，我根本就是多余的。
其他人不需要我，我呀就不需要它们。
呵呵。我也太忧郁了吧。
施桦，加油啊。
不要在乎人家看你的眼光。
继续做回自己吧。
不要因为其他因素而影响到功课。
再过几个礼拜就是期限了。
不能放弃哦。
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不要问我为什么会用华文。
我就觉得用花文好像比较容易发泄情绪。
今天的心情有点儿低落。
上课时，我似乎是说了不该说的话，有那么一丝丝的再责怪自己。
从那一刻开始，情绪就有点儿差。
后来，就一直是试着关闭自己。
尽量的就是不要跟任何人说话。
有时候，我总觉得在这个世界上，我根本就是多余的。
其他人不需要我，我呀就不需要它们。
呵呵。我也太忧郁了吧。
施桦，加油啊。
不要在乎人家看你的眼光。
继续做回自己吧。
不要因为其他因素而影响到功课。
再过几个礼拜就是期限了。
不能放弃哦。
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不要问我为什么会用华文。
我就觉得用花文好像比较容易发泄情绪。
Monday, October 27, 2008
stupid pile of bloody homeworks.
monday.
27th oct 08.
1.22am
i still have loads of work to do.
omg. how am i going to finish everything.
i have to hand in all my drawing fundamentals on tuesday, which is tmr.
i have to hand in all my 2d fundamentals by wed.
and that includes the dots and lines assignment which is going to take me one whole night, a typography assignment which i would have to redo because i lost my previous one, a texture assignment which i oso have to redo because it is now very dog-eared (like salted vege), a colour wheel which i OSO have to redo because the teacher is not satisfied with the previous one i did, and a complementary colour assignment which i presume is going to take as long as the colour wheel assignment.
i have to complete my art scene thousand word essay by wed as well.
i have to complete my history ppt by thursday.
OMG. how am i going to finish all that.
heng ytd, machi ask me out to mac to do my homework.
without all the distractions at home,
i managed to finish all my 2d fundamentals.
now what i worry about it just my 2d fundamentals hw. how am i going to complete all my hw within the next 54 hours(number of hours to my 2d fundamentals class)? if i minus lesson time of 6 hours, and project time of i think will be 5 hours, travel time which would be 5 hours, meal time of about 7 hours, bathe of 1 hour, 3 nights of sleep which i would need at least 18 hours (6 hour per night otherwise i can;t survive). plus housework time which ithink will be approx 2 hours.
i will be left with only 10 hours to finish everything.
and from my experience, just doing one colour wheel takes up 3 to 4 hours.
lines and dots assignment takes 3 to 4 hours too.
typography assignment takes up one entire night.
texture assignment, i shall just make it simple by photocopying my current tattered and torn assignment.
TELL ME HOW TO FINISH EVERYTHING?!?!?!?!?!
and i still have my thousand words essay for my art scene.
deadline on wednesday too.....
how how how.
27th oct 08.
1.22am
i still have loads of work to do.
omg. how am i going to finish everything.
i have to hand in all my drawing fundamentals on tuesday, which is tmr.
i have to hand in all my 2d fundamentals by wed.
and that includes the dots and lines assignment which is going to take me one whole night, a typography assignment which i would have to redo because i lost my previous one, a texture assignment which i oso have to redo because it is now very dog-eared (like salted vege), a colour wheel which i OSO have to redo because the teacher is not satisfied with the previous one i did, and a complementary colour assignment which i presume is going to take as long as the colour wheel assignment.
i have to complete my art scene thousand word essay by wed as well.
i have to complete my history ppt by thursday.
OMG. how am i going to finish all that.
heng ytd, machi ask me out to mac to do my homework.
without all the distractions at home,
i managed to finish all my 2d fundamentals.
now what i worry about it just my 2d fundamentals hw. how am i going to complete all my hw within the next 54 hours(number of hours to my 2d fundamentals class)? if i minus lesson time of 6 hours, and project time of i think will be 5 hours, travel time which would be 5 hours, meal time of about 7 hours, bathe of 1 hour, 3 nights of sleep which i would need at least 18 hours (6 hour per night otherwise i can;t survive). plus housework time which ithink will be approx 2 hours.
i will be left with only 10 hours to finish everything.
and from my experience, just doing one colour wheel takes up 3 to 4 hours.
lines and dots assignment takes 3 to 4 hours too.
typography assignment takes up one entire night.
texture assignment, i shall just make it simple by photocopying my current tattered and torn assignment.
TELL ME HOW TO FINISH EVERYTHING?!?!?!?!?!
and i still have my thousand words essay for my art scene.
deadline on wednesday too.....
how how how.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Thursday, October 23, 2008
heygorgeous nominates.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
graduation
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
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all my friends out there.
dun stress urself out okayys?
whenever u are tired or sad, i'll just be a phonecall or msn away.
cheers!
jiayou!
Sunday, October 19, 2008
hip hop lessons today!!!!
*shake* *shake* shake*
*bounce* *bounce* *bounce*
haaa... okayys.. i'm going crazy...
i went for my very first hip hop 1 course today with my sis!
she was so not sporting la. keep saying she dun feel anything.
in fact, she said she dread going.. haix...
BUT-T BUT-T!
she ended up liking the lesson.
can't blame her.
she thougth she'll be the worst student in class,
but she wasn't!!! haaaaa...
and the teacher (daniel) was very funny.
we laugh and laugh and laugh over everything.
when we step into o school.
everyone looked like they were super good dancers.
dress until so hip.
(my sister blur blur still wear shorts when i told her long ago not to.)
haaaa. but when we started the lesson.
i realise they have 2 left feets.
Oooops! i so evil laugh at them.
buahahhaahaha.
i was happy i could follow.
my sis too(according to her).
i couldn't really see her dance cuz she keep hiding behind me.
aaahhhhhh.. and throughout the lesson i keep seeing jasmine's friend, Ian, watching from outside.
paiseh la. can he go away... T_T
oh, btw, our lesson was in white studio.
the lesson ended late cuz it started late.
supposed to start at 4 but we ended up starting at 4.30.
so today's mini routine is quite easy.
but i do until very wierd.
shall strive to do it beautifully.
with more practise.
^^
after lesson, my sis and i walked all the way to sim lim square to wait for our father to fetch.
we took wierd photos....
haaaa. so many fingers sia......
Saturday, October 18, 2008
anderson arch photos
i took all these photos for me art scene project. love it so much! ~
and i just created a deviantart account.
click here to go!
feel free to pop by!
^^
and i just created a deviantart account.
click here to go!
feel free to pop by!
^^
Friday, October 17, 2008
^^
lol. everytime i hear 稻香, i have so much things going on in my mind.
this song is just so meaningful.
i feel quite happy deep in my heart.
maybe more of contentment.
a few days ago, machi came over to my house to complete our homework.
i feel really happy then.
i was thinking.
finally, theres someone who can work hard together with me.
i felt really anxious when i was informed of the assesment date.
it was only a few weeks more.
and there seems to be piles of homework.
furthurmore, i had 2 more modules more then the rest of the class.
i really thought that i should do my work.
but i have a lot of distractions lately.
mainly, my laptop.
so, i thought of maybe doing work together with my friends.
that will stop me from getting distracted by my com.^^
but as for my work, i'll have to do till late at night.
which means i would want to work late into the night with my friends.
get what i mean?
my english is really deteoriating.
(is that how u spell that word?)
that day machi came, i just received the news on the assesment date.
i thought of asking jaa too.
but she lives at the east.
and her mother seem strict too.
so i guess her mom will not allow her to have a sleepover at my house just do complete her hw.
so it was just machi and me.
the two of us studying together.
thoroughly enjoying each other's presence while doing our work.
two girls working quietly in a conducive environment.
i wonder how come my house feels conducive only when my friends come.
how i hope jaa could come too.
three good friends studying together to encourage each other.
wouldn't it be wonderful?
see. now that i am alone at home, i get distracted by the com.
and also, the bed.
sleeping over at friends house to encourage each other on our studies.
isn't it something to encourage?
why should parents forbid.
sometimes, parents are contradicting.
on one hand, they always complain that we dun do well in our studies.
on the other hand, they dun allow sleepovers like this to finish our work.
i just feel that works like designing blah blah blah,
really needs lots of inspiration from studying with good friends.
i like working with friends.
it always feels as if u are not the only one alone.
with friends,
i'll never be alone.
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mirror mirror in the wall.
who is the fairest of them all.
XD.
why was i so bored the last time.
taking pictures like this.
haaa. i must be bored at work.
i'll be going for hip hop lessons at o school with my sister this sat.
can't wait.
i feel so happy for my sis.
she's so good in her studies.
i'm so proud of her.
accomplishing things that i could never have completed in the past.
that is - acing her studies.
i love you, yan.
she is actually helping me accomplish my wish last time.
my academics will never be as good as her.
i can only draw, or do other useless things.
not like my clever sister.
i coudn't help giving her a huge hug when she told me of her results.
my parents must be so proud of her.
^^
me and her.
and my pretty lil sister. ^^
this song is just so meaningful.
i feel quite happy deep in my heart.
maybe more of contentment.
a few days ago, machi came over to my house to complete our homework.
i feel really happy then.
i was thinking.
finally, theres someone who can work hard together with me.
i felt really anxious when i was informed of the assesment date.
it was only a few weeks more.
and there seems to be piles of homework.
furthurmore, i had 2 more modules more then the rest of the class.
i really thought that i should do my work.
but i have a lot of distractions lately.
mainly, my laptop.
so, i thought of maybe doing work together with my friends.
that will stop me from getting distracted by my com.^^
but as for my work, i'll have to do till late at night.
which means i would want to work late into the night with my friends.
get what i mean?
my english is really deteoriating.
(is that how u spell that word?)
that day machi came, i just received the news on the assesment date.
i thought of asking jaa too.
but she lives at the east.
and her mother seem strict too.
so i guess her mom will not allow her to have a sleepover at my house just do complete her hw.
so it was just machi and me.
the two of us studying together.
thoroughly enjoying each other's presence while doing our work.
two girls working quietly in a conducive environment.
i wonder how come my house feels conducive only when my friends come.
how i hope jaa could come too.
three good friends studying together to encourage each other.
wouldn't it be wonderful?
see. now that i am alone at home, i get distracted by the com.
and also, the bed.
sleeping over at friends house to encourage each other on our studies.
isn't it something to encourage?
why should parents forbid.
sometimes, parents are contradicting.
on one hand, they always complain that we dun do well in our studies.
on the other hand, they dun allow sleepovers like this to finish our work.
i just feel that works like designing blah blah blah,
really needs lots of inspiration from studying with good friends.
i like working with friends.
it always feels as if u are not the only one alone.
with friends,
i'll never be alone.
----------------------------------------------
mirror mirror in the wall.
who is the fairest of them all.
XD.
why was i so bored the last time.
taking pictures like this.
haaa. i must be bored at work.
i'll be going for hip hop lessons at o school with my sister this sat.can't wait.
i feel so happy for my sis.
she's so good in her studies.
i'm so proud of her.
accomplishing things that i could never have completed in the past.
that is - acing her studies.
i love you, yan.
she is actually helping me accomplish my wish last time.
my academics will never be as good as her.
i can only draw, or do other useless things.
not like my clever sister.
i coudn't help giving her a huge hug when she told me of her results.
my parents must be so proud of her.
^^
me and her.
and my pretty lil sister. ^^
Sunday, October 12, 2008
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