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i just realize i like doing things for others and hate doing things for myself.


yeah my dear friends, i won be emo okayys.
in fact, i wasn't emo.
it was just pms.
like when a girl has that, she will have some sort of mood swing.
yaa. and thats that.
furthermore some other things happen too, so my mood was kinda down.
but its okay!!
its over now.
my period is almost gone! wahahahaha.
how come i can blog about such things so openly. wahahahaha.


oh. and back to what i was saying.
i realise i like helping others more then doing things for myself.
like, i like helping machi paint her ceramics, and help her clean up the room.
i have never seen myself cleaning up my room so enthusiastically before.
wahahahhaha.
we went to visit machi after our sculpture lesson today.
i like cleaning up!
sweeping the floor, mopping the floor, wiping the table.
i feel so accomplished when i see the room glitter.
but too bad it didn't glitter actually.
i just see noticably less clay on the floor.
i like cleaning up for sculpture too.
too bad i always never clean up my room.


ahh.. and a few days more it would be my day.
its kind of not exciting at all.
ah. when was it ever exciting.
it was always exam period during my birthday and this year is no exception.
its assessment the week after.
and i have yet to complete all my work.
not that i dun want to complete.
but i dunno how to.
especially digital design and media & 2d fundamentals.
the teachers never explain themselves clearly all the time.
haix.
i suay lo. kena such teachers.
i want exchange DnM teacher with 1B.
i want back marriene yang.
wa lao. she can teach a zillion times better then the crystal okayys.
crystal even have to use my marriene yang's work as an example for her own students.
see? i want back my ms yang la......


walking alone in orchard can be quite nice.
u walk alone and u enjoy the atmosphere as u listen to music from ur ipod or mp3 player.
its quite an experience really.
u can just relax and theres nothing for u to worry about.
you can just be urself and even talk to yourself.
ahahaha. i must have looked like a lunatic if i really did that.
but i didn't really talk to myself.
i just think of a lot of things as i walk around.
i explored around kinokuniya and the entire taka as i waited for my meeting with jaa.
hehehe... we bought a ring for machi.
and i am so not going to say where we buy the ring from.
*wink wink*
we look through a few shops and had one interesting encounter.
it was like that.


jaa and i were browsing the display cabinet for a ring.
then the uncle asked us,
你们再找什么吗？
戒指。our reply
送给朋友还是卖给自己？
朋友。
男的女的？
女的。
是直的还是…………？

what the hell!!!
he thought we lesbain sia.
cannot tahan...
i ran away and laugh immediately...


funny la....