sometimes i wish...

i was a bit shorter.
i was a bit better looking.
i had a bit more fashion sense.
i had more money.
i was better at talking.
i was more creative.
i was a joker.
i had the knowledge.
i had more friends.
i had a twin sister.
i had an elder brother.
i had a boyfriend.
i had continued learning the cello.
i had continued learning the violin.
i had put in more effort in my A levels.
i had more guts.
i had a better sense of humour.
i had long hair.
i hadn't cut my hair short.
i had a pimple free face.
i didn't have frizzy hair.
i didn't have ezymes.
i had more determination.
i had more money.
i didn't have to worry.
i was born with a silver spoon.
i wasn't that naive.
i had the courage to talk to u.
i could see u everyday.
u would know that i exist.
u would know that i think u rock.
u would know that ur smiles chase away all my unhappiness.
u knew.