No worries!!!

to all ppl worried about me and my family: no worries!!!!

all will be well de lah. yeah? we know its not the end of the world yet.
i did cry quite a lot when i heard the news.
but i sorted out my thoughts and planned our future with my family.
my pa losing his job is not a big deal really.
it actually sort of awaken my entire family.
like we have to save and work harder for a living.

save. work hard.
save. work hard.
save. work hard.
save. work hard.
save. work hard.

the keywords.
remind me if i forgot to do that.

my pa can still work till the end of this month.
then after that he will try out for taxi liscence exams.
so now, we will have to live on our savings. or should i say, my parent's savings.
and all earnings i have even if its very little, will be handed over to my mom for family usage.
and it just means that i will have to wait till next time for my slr camera.
its ok its ok.
its not a need anyways. its just a want.

this taiwan trip will be the last time i dare to spend.
i will have to scrimp after that i guess.
even if its very difficult, i will have to learn how to do so.
especially when i am studying in a money sucking school.
yeah shihua!! go!! u can do it!!!
at most apply for financial aid only.
haaa.
天下无难事、只怕有心人。right?
heee...

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and so, i'll be on the plane to taiwan in another 8 hours.

which means i'll have to book in at 6.
which means i'll have to hail a cab at 5 plus.
which means i'll have to leave my house at 5.
which means i'll have to wake up at 4.30.

woohoo!!! i can't sleep!!!
excitment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oooo. but i have to control myself.
the key word!!! save!!!!