Friday, October 17, 2008

^^

lol. everytime i hear 稻香, i have so much things going on in my mind.
this song is just so meaningful.

i feel quite happy deep in my heart.
maybe more of contentment.
a few days ago, machi came over to my house to complete our homework.
i feel really happy then.
i was thinking.

finally, theres someone who can work hard together with me.

i felt really anxious when i was informed of the assesment date.
it was only a few weeks more.
and there seems to be piles of homework.
furthurmore, i had 2 more modules more then the rest of the class.
i really thought that i should do my work.
but i have a lot of distractions lately.
mainly, my laptop.
so, i thought of maybe doing work together with my friends.
that will stop me from getting distracted by my com.^^
but as for my work, i'll have to do till late at night.
which means i would want to work late into the night with my friends.
get what i mean?
my english is really deteoriating.
(is that how u spell that word?)
that day machi came, i just received the news on the assesment date.
i thought of asking jaa too.
but she lives at the east.
and her mother seem strict too.
so i guess her mom will not allow her to have a sleepover at my house just do complete her hw.
so it was just machi and me.
the two of us studying together.
thoroughly enjoying each other's presence while doing our work.
two girls working quietly in a conducive environment.
i wonder how come my house feels conducive only when my friends come.
how i hope jaa could come too.
three good friends studying together to encourage each other.
wouldn't it be wonderful?
see. now that i am alone at home, i get distracted by the com.
and also, the bed.
sleeping over at friends house to encourage each other on our studies.
isn't it something to encourage?
why should parents forbid.
sometimes, parents are contradicting.
on one hand, they always complain that we dun do well in our studies.
on the other hand, they dun allow sleepovers like this to finish our work.
i just feel that works like designing blah blah blah,
really needs lots of inspiration from studying with good friends.
i like working with friends.
it always feels as if u are not the only one alone.
with friends,

i'll never be alone.

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mirror mirror in the wall.
who is the fairest of them all.
XD.
why was i so bored the last time.
taking pictures like this.
haaa. i must be bored at work.
i'll be going for hip hop lessons at o school with my sister this sat.
can't wait.
i feel so happy for my sis.
she's so good in her studies.
i'm so proud of her.
accomplishing things that i could never have completed in the past.
that is - acing her studies.
i love you, yan.
she is actually helping me accomplish my wish last time.
my academics will never be as good as her.
i can only draw, or do other useless things.
not like my clever sister.
i coudn't help giving her a huge hug when she told me of her results.
my parents must be so proud of her.
^^

me and her.
and my pretty lil sister. ^^


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